>> 20041227
8:17 PM

it was juz between a simple YES and No,

yet u somehow couldnt give me a satisfying ans.

u would say dunno dunno dunno,

i feel terribly and utterly like a beggar.

well it doesnt matter now,

really its fine.

but things were said,

and i feel that i owe u an apology.

tears of hurt and pain and anger,

-i cried after that phone call.

i was pissed, agitated,

it was overwhelming.

no, i was weak,

i gave in to emotions.

my mind and soul were devour,

and i said sth real real mean out of spite.

i neglected your feelings,

i was insensitive.

seeking redemption,

i am sorry.

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