>> 20050121
7:24 PM

boo! crapy nice i tot of today. its "tryin to be a jester itself is a jest". yea, tink we should like reflect on ourselves. like roy, i believe that we ppl have many a times been not ourselves. we put on too often a false front such tat ppl know us as not who we are but wad we pose as, they know a different us in us. is this good? have gals been tryta act cute nad lovely in front of their beloved crush??? have guys been tryta act composed and cool and fun and outgoing and always ready to please? i tink me has been doing quite that lorz, so not myself. i dunno if this is good, is this is an habit, or is it a part of me alr. meaning, is this something i can control such tat it become an act? or is this accumtomed into my gene through practise and stay with me forever? habits are bad and can overtake the entire u, ur tinking and actions. i hope its not a habit, i rather not act and not be myself. please ppl, understand my plight.

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