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12:29 AM

i finally get a chance to feel what its like to be upset over something, and feel that only u can cure urself becoz frenz can only tryta comfort and suggest solutions, but these solutions have alr ran through ur head... i'm not saying frenz shouldnt stand by one another through think and thin and give moral support, there's nothing i can say either if u would wanna approach me tryta cheer me up... all i can say is, its tough being frenz and i appreciate all my frenz out there...
today i screwed up my match against the acsi player... apparently, my opponent was nigel koh... absolutely no chance of winning but i thought i could at least get some points... but no, i was beaten flat, 27:0... its so sad... its one of the days where i cant perform well and i have to work harder so that the chances of these days occuring will fall... i dun wanna let my team down again... wanna say too tat genny, u should take it easy too... wats done is done yea...

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