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1:41 PM
why am i pissed? actually, i feel good. it's all about you baby. you, mrs d.j.i don't know how to handle you, guess i couldn't anyway. you're like a splinter stuck beneath my skin, irritating and won't go away. you think by being above me, being my superior, being able to instruct me, you are something? well let me tell you this, you cant lay a finger on me. you are useless and pathetic.
all you do is to command the team, cheer them on, give "advice"? but your advice totally irrelavent, out of point. and you rejoice as the c div are reigning champions, but more than that you boast about it. you don't really care about our well being, just your fame and status the the school. to the point now, first you lectured me between my match. i bet you never ever had a chance to take part in such competitions before, and you are completely ignorant. point is, you can put into me that i should hear u out. you just waste my energy, my momentem, demoralise me. the team mates can give better support than you, much better. but when i win my match, no congratulations, no consolations. what for play for you? what for win? that aside, you even give me a speech on my mistakes and stuff, what do you tink i am? i'm the player, i know what i'm doing, and you don't have to tell me. in my opinion, you shouldn't even be present, or if you are, shut your gaping holes out okay? its filthy, starting to grow roots!
next thing, i don't want to mention about getting scolded for just playing squash, because it's my fault. but explain this, what am i when you ask me at kallang to run errands for you, to get the bus and round up everyone in the courts? what am i? am i not one little tiny winnie boy just like the rest who have the right to play? do you know know that a child has the right of say and to play? guess you probably ignorant of that too, or perhaps you are too full of your dominations, you simply put yourself too big. big indeed, you everywhere is big. a big lump of dumb obstructing the space.
third thing, at leas unlike other teacher you don't try to be horny. but you try so hard to be striking, outstanding, to the extend of acting cute. please, look into the mirror, you look like an idiot. i can't stand you, well, you probably cant stand me either. but that's not the point, because, do i care? as i said you can't do anything to me.
forth, i must comment that i seriously have attitude problem and you don't. when you asked me to gather the team at kallang and i didn't, i even slapped your chest. when you are running in a race, i insulted you and told you to open your eyes while running. when you tucked out your uniform, i order you to tuck in, and when you don't, you could follow me to the hol office. i am so unreasonable. and when you said you shall change to pe shirt so that you wouldnt have to tuck in, i shot at you again for attempting to outtalk me. "for trying to talk back, okay lah, see me at the office now". oh, and how wonderfully you obeyed me instructions and tucked your shirt in neatly, that i got the upper hand and gang up with the other guys to say "ha, screwed you!". i love it that i am awfully mean, unreasonable, and has the worst attitude than anyone on this earth, some say the universe.
come prize presentation, went to kallang and didn't want to quarrel with you. but you picked it up. when we collected our prize, you wanted to take photos of us. thats not wrong, but you didn't notify us before hand did you? some people just aren't used to taking photos at such formal occasion, so how can you blamed them for being unprepared? i wasn't ready and looking away, then you blew it, call off the shoot and got us to go back to sitting. you didn't say anything then, i also did not know what wrong i done. but after that, b and c div took photo together. wow, absolutely commendable. for the first time in our history our teacher took a picture with us during our prize presentation, all again for what? -fame and name. i say you are a total goner. took 2 shots and you weren't satisified, so we were patient as we were all in high spirits. but this time you decided to take the picture yourself. "move to your left, your right..." how picky can u get? after that i was pulling a long face and looked can't be bothered in front of the camera, and you went, "give a bright smile! and look straight!" wow, you sure call the shots. so i looked up and smile, all sarcasticly. the people there who saw my expression would definitely laugh. and i was yelled at. "could you hurry up?! you have wasted everyone's time, including just now when we wanted to take a photo and you wasted so much time so we didn't take it." what can i say? i just stared. who in the blue world knows you wanted to take a photo in the beginning? and linking the 2 incidents together you bangged me. i was of course speechless, amusedly, so i just took a dumb picture and i don't think i look good in it but doesn't matter. shall dedicate the song "we are to blame" to you, so that i can acknowledge my mistake everytime and before you start to nag. because you are too right, you deserved this song. all the wrong doings are carried out by us, and u know it seemingly before hand. after that you asked the team to deal with me, for delaying, themselves. oh, great isn't it? but i just left without a bye bye- not worth my time and explanation.
conclusion, you sucked. if i do not love myself to do myself a right, then how would we as humans love other people and do right to them? thankfully it is the end of the season, in which my friend took for as the periods females have. guess it could be similar in my case, a period of moodiness and depression. thankfully i would have to see less of you. in any case, i must include that i won't be alarmed to see this post on published on school's site. even if you do get a chance to read. -this is what i put to you, you can't do a thing to me.