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10:04 PM
today went out lahz... what should i say? wenta several places... first wenta raffles
shopping centre to have lunch at coffee bean... then wenta airport and walked around... had
chocolates and had lots of fun... at least its not boring like at home... after that wenta
ps for arcade, then walked around at heren, and finally wenta bp plaza, wanting to bowl...
but we didnt, had swenson instead...
tats for today... the minor things... the things
tat calls for reflections and remembrance are 1: my family sucks; and 2: im gonna earn some
easy money... 2 first... today my coach rang me up and asked if i wanna help out at a camp
to look after kids... its a 3 days camp and i will be paid 150 bucks... isnt it good? yeah,
so at this last min i am so busy, packing my stuff and getting ready... tml i'll be going
and be back only on wed... being out of the care and shelter of a family, we have to learn
to take care of ourselves... so to all my fren who are or will be out of town, take great
care...
okay now... my family terribly sucks... my mom juz dun understand me... she
tinks the ppl i hang out with are bad ppl who defies their parents and hang out till late at
night... but its so not true lahz... she tinks im being corrupted, which is also so not
true... truth is, im a loner in school, so i hang out with frenz from other sch... izzit so
much of a problem? do i have to tell u everyone i know out of school? i have no place among
the frenz in sch, so i turn to squash and other frenz, but she only cares abt my studies,
she said everything else second, studies first... im pressured and depress... when i go out
with my friends today, she ring me up so many times lahz... i didnt want to ans her calls
but answered anyway... she just nagged and demanded me home lorz... she totally dun
understand me... im saddened... now she wants me to give her the contacts of everyone i go
out with for she says its needed in a case of an emergency... but what is my hp for then?
and is my life tat sway tat when i go out sth wrong is bound to happen? i juz dun get it...
sucks, my life sucks... the agony is tearing me apart, amplified by the trouble cause by the
com... irritating lahz... im in pain... juz wish everyone else has a happy life and a happy
family, coz mine is a broken one...
btw, today as i was going home, i was humming 'she will be love' by maroon 5... then when i tuned in to perfect 10 that moment, it was playing too! maybe my life belong to the world...