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12:27 AM

wad can i say. well, im beginning to dislike singapore, although i have lived here all my life and thought everything was fine. sigh. today morning, a old lady came knocking at my door and ask for food. she wanted rice, but i have not any rice, so i gave her a curry puff, out of sympathy. then juz now on my way back home from squash, a guy came and sat beside me in the bus. screw it man, if it was some ordinary person, it'd be absolutely fine. but this guy stink of Cigerette. shit, i sure hate tat smell, though i live with it at home too. so i had to hold my breath, and try to take long but less breathe. i tink my face almost went pale and my expression was horrible while trying to hold my breath lahz. poof. tats not all, then he tap the person on the opposite side and got into a conversation. i could not hear becoz i was listening to perfect 10, but i could c he was talking. then he turn to me and i had to take off my ear piece and look at him, the stench-filled and foul-smelling man, and hear him out. it turns out tat he wants a dollar. isnt this begging in broad daylight? wow, i cant believe this. i tink he hasnt got money to fulfill his desire and needs for smoke. and when he alighted from the bus, i caught sight of him asking from other ppl for money too. im disgusted. this is terrible. so much for a prospering country huh- prospering from the sales of nicoltine, from the opening of ip resorts, from the tax from prostitution? what is this? although it brings growth to the economy, it poses as a bad influence to the population. we will become not a bit more hihger class and developed. so i have this idea of migrating overseas next time to get a taste of wad life there is like. it probably is much better and more free than life here. but taking into account tat i have no money and a small mini useless substanceless substance beneath my skull, i guess it would be impossible. my life would only be a simple and one with little freedom. if only A NICE YET SMART AND RICH GAL WOULD TAKE MY HAND NEXT TIME, AND BRING ME ALONG WITH HER, so that we would live a meaningful and fulfilling life in a better habitat. how i wish... yeah, wad a dream. sigh. conclude- my hopes on singapore has dampen.

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