>> 20050725
6:41 PM

oh my. im sad again. this is all a horrendous cycle. few things. first, my stupid pe teacher wouldnt allow me to retake my 2.4 run. tat time i was slacking, so was everyone, so my timing was only good enough for a D. its because others had taken theirs before, while i was late tat day, tat i only had this pathetic 2.4 timing. they were slacking because they had done theirs and done theirs well. sigh. how? no gold this year, i want a gold at least! wad the hell. second, its the exam period again. can feel the stress already. alot of my homework not done, alot of chapters not mugged, and here comes oral examination knocking at my door. so sad. im trying to catch up, but my 1/2 horse power wouldnt allow tat. maybe its because i play too much already. third thing, im all alone now, cold and lonely. but its okay i guess- my work can keep me company. yeah, and thanx to a great friend XINYI, i got more work to do, to learn. and i dont have time. forth thing, i had forgotten about a friend's birthday last week, and i have no means of contacting her. im so sorry. and another friends birthday is coming, but i dun know when. wad a terrible friend i m. well, thats about all. bored. there's always someone special sustaining my life, im so grateful its u-13. and there's someone special i wanna share my life with, and im wishing it could be u-21.

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