>> 20051108
5:58 PM

dont say sorry.

im having this really lousy feeling. my closest frenz, or rather the people i hang out with often, wouldnt take notice, and even if they would, they wouldnt understand this displeasure im going through. well, even if they do understand, what can they do about it? i feel so alone. who can i confide in? maybe i dont need to confide in nobody. this is my life, my body, my mind- so maybe i can just psycho myself, or kill the brain cells which make me feel so terrible. *knock my head against the wall* this sucks.

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