>> 20061207
12:04 AM
haven posted for awhile due to exams and stuff. and before i realise it, its alr december. heh. genny mei got me a new blog skin! yayee. shes so nice can. nth else i can say except tat i love her loads. hehe.
i just came back from kl... went there for squash interteam competition. though i played badly and didnt win anything, it was fun. i enjoyed it coz its sth different from my routined life and well, there r girls! haha. i realised also that i have learned to ignore all lectures and scoldings from ppl. i used to feel guilty and bad abt it, whenever i got scolded, and feel tat i have committed a serious blunder. but now, i m kinda totally careless abt it. just listen to them nag (out of no disrespect), and then continue with wad i wanna do. wad for be bothered so much by it. life will still go on with little changes and adjustments. people will still be people, friends friends, family family, so on and so forth, the world will still be spinning and the sun rising every morning... (crappy, totall crappy.) haha. guess its all cause i cant convey my thoughts really well, so i give unnecessary and out-of-the-point details.
well now that im back, lotsa things i needa go. i gotta go find my genny mei and play with her tennis and go out. haha. wad happened to my chicken dance alr ar? i forgot... hm then i also longlingly awaiting xy's return. haha. one and a half month in china, and shes coming back next tues. coincidentally, tat day is also genny's birthday. so cool. heh. so many things happening this holiday, but ironically, it seems to be the shortest holiday despite being the last holiday of secondary schooling. sad... but im glad too, coz at least, after 4 years, there would be girls alr. haha. dont laugh.
im motivated to train hard again. less computer games, more squash, so i wont screw my life up so bad like this year.