>> 20070621
10:55 PM
this is some holiday i must say. lets recall things i did week by week shall we...
sorry mei, this is cheesy so u can skip it and just know i miss u! =)
first week was boring. found my time passing meaninglessly and terribly slowly. went training on monday and wednesday, which meant i had to wake up darn early. but it wont be me if i went on time. lol. got to sch an hr late on monday and 45mins on wednesday. suppose to go for training too on friday, but went for a camp. a venture (sth like scouts) camp. had to pay 50bucks for it and like another 60 for the uniform and stuff. but the camp was fun! didnt get much sleep but thats just how its supposed to be. managed to pass the 4 days with just 2 shower, though i think i really stink of sweat and rain and smoke from the cooking. from the first day at ubin, learnt how to make fire from leaves and nicole(twigs) and branches and bigger wood pieces. was fun blowing into the amber to get the flame ablaze, but it really hurts my eye. there was no clean water to drink so we collected rain water and purify it with the tablets to drink. it looked better than the tap water that we could get there which was orange coloured. =S at night, slept with the mozzies whenever we had the chance to(not that we wanted to, just kinda knocked out), and went for a quite memorable night walk. grace got lost somehow but we found out later that it was all planned. then the solo trail was so funnn. not that dark, but i was imagining things like tigers and ghosts and whatever stuff to come out and scare me, but none appeared, to my disappointment. went up the highest hill there, slept and woke up for a wonderful porriage breakfast. second day, back to civilisation, back to singapore. went dragonboating which was also very fun and got sunburnt. it was tiring and after all that we retired to camp cristine to have dinner and be introduced to the scouts and cub scouts we be taking for the 3rd day's amazing race. third day, amazing race wasnt tat great. troublesome handling the little ones and getting them to move their asses. thankfully for me, there is a leader in charge of all of us in the patrol. admire her alot. haha. she handled the kids really well and was really kind and most of all she was pretty like hell. dang. sadly, i was a noob and damn shy. forth day, went back to sajs to clear up and debrief. thought after everything could finally go back to rest, but me and chin went out to pool and lan instead. lol. got home around 12, bathed and slept till 4pm the next day. hahaha.
second week wasnt much fun either. mostly training and competition at sp which i lost after 2 rounds. =( at least because the week was pretty boring, i have less to blog about and hopefully less strain for u readers eyes.
third week was also pretty much competition and training, this time though training was much tougher and competition was at sgcc... so far la dammit. managed to play 4 matches before i got kicked out for this one. tuesday though, i got special visitors to my house. leyi and dear came over. =D watched saw 3 which leyi thought was so cool =| i was kinda freaked. then watched band camp(american pie 4). during the movie, i held dear =p.
turned out she liked it. =D for the first time i realise i have dont have balls for nothing (but ironically for leyi to elbow and kick too =S). i ma get even with her someday, but someday seems so far away it doesnt seem to come. in other words, im just sucha nice person i forgive and forget even though she shamelessly and outrageously trespassed my territory.
the last week. its kinda judgement week cause i haven been studying and this week i really gotta buck up and hit the books. well, tried to study but nth came out of it. theres just so much else to talk about and think about :P than work so i gave it up and just be prepared for the worst. resolutions:
i might think of wad i wanna do next time and go to poly next year. jc is just too much mugging, not fun man. though i may sound like a kid, but i tell u studying so madly for 10 years is enough. i dont wanna be a nerd all till i grad from U. hanging out with dear and company makes me realise how much i missed out when i gave my all, committed to sch and frequently going home late and beaten.
i wanna give my computer games more attention, i wanna hang out with friends more, i wanna know more people and socialise, i wanna be more daring and stiff about things i want, and of course
i wanna love her more than anyone ever loves her. though they say u cant force love, though it sounds like i'd force my love and spill it all over her her, though it sounds damn wrong, but hey "her" can be anything. lol. could be my com or my hp or even my bolster. well, here i humbly declare "her", without all the forcing, my dear. u know who u r. =)
btw, happy belated birthday, xinyi, again. lol.