>> 20070702
11:37 PM
wierd things happen.
1. genny mei! hows ur neighbour and childhood friend and lover??? still no contact, no nothing? =( so kuku la, sucha fine fine girl and he doesnt see it. he gotta be blind or sth, without even reading my "blinding" blog posts. oops no offence to ur lover. =p be strong yea. dont be angry with yourself or feel cheated or sth. u will find ur perfect guy someday. hehe.
2. i find myself more gossippy recently, especially with chin hao. should be a good things i suppose. i shouldnt hide beneath my 'emo, antisocial' shell, get a life and just be myself. dang. but i wanna stop being so shy also. dunno, hard to find myself a different me.
3. i actually thought of something in my solitude, that is its not what other people see u and how they treat u that matters. we should have some faith and trust in our friends put all those grudges away and life will be a whole lot better.
4. good friend andy. tsk tsk tsk. wierd thing is i never really thought he was a player until recently. HAHAHA. no offence. was thinking about it and talking abt it with chin too. how many girlfriends in 3 months? what, 3? lol. and
a little nothing much, just things friends do yall do together? hm dunno where that came from.. maybe thats how u do things and people all got their own style so i shouldnt comment so much. woots, but i wont deny whats put right in front of my eyes. a girl lying on top of a guy (kinda like humping) and wont u just say thats shiok? lol.
5. i dunno how papa can say im mean to her when shes always the one bullying me. hahaha. admit to the
im sick part, but im also nice k. =) yeah, wadever. lol. but i actually find she who bullies me ever so often, ever so proud of it, cool. dang.
6. wierdest thing. i haven died of jealousy cause of dear, but its probably a matter of time now. =p