>> 20071223
8:30 PM

hello.

slack. it has been the name of the game for the past year. this is bad. my results are terrible and my squash performances are poor. =\ hope to work harder next year. maybe i can work alongside with people so that we can motivate each other? =p

christmas is just 2 days away. there is so much in this season that i can hardly anticipate. been looking forward towards it for some time already. imagine the fun and merry making and all that stuff. all the gifts and happy wishes...

ever heard of the song "all i want for christmas is you"? it is so running through my whole body now. this christmas cant be a christmas without you...

maybe i just wish to see you badly. eh, yeah i know i cant expect too much. there are just too much concern for you by your parents, which isnt a bad thing. you know, knowing you have made me a much more cheerful and happy person. i am very grateful already.

you probably realize that i was emo the past few days and im really sorry. its just that there are many things going on in my mind. you know at times like these one like us cant help thinking about the most negative things possible. i couldnt tell you about it cause i feel bad... you tried means and ways to make my day and keep me happy, it is so absurd of me to be unsatisfied. what more, you are my dearest and i cannot say things which might hurt you. eh, yeah it cant always be about me. i dont want you worrying excessively.

just want you to be happy, to smile always... i will learn to be more sensitive and be less childish ok? =) it always make me feel better to think about all that we did together before. maybe sometime we can reminisce about them together.

filled with love. fuel the love. feel the love.

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