>> 20080923
9:46 PM

it is sad.

i stoned for 10 plus minutes not knowing how to convey my thoughts. it feels so empty now, i am just sitting here thinking about what to think about. it certainly is as hard as it seemed easy.

it is weird.

sometimes i just wanna scream my lungs out to let people know my frustrations. yet sometimes i just wish to keep quiet and let the thought consume itself.

it is tormenting.

just like an infant, unwilling and unable to do without the mother's warmth and love. it is painful to let go something u hold so dear to u, but circumstances stand strongly against one's will.

it is relentless.

anger, unconstrained, complicate matters even more. forced to desperation, marked by the devil. now bound to penitence.

it is no more.

one time too many. so inexcusable the folly. with nothing can i repay, for the hurt i did yesterday. undeserving i must say, but i still love u anyway.


emo songs sound good now.
hate me - blue october
warmness on the soul - a7x

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HOODIE!!
SPEAKERS!!
new slippers
a belt
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Metals. wanna know come and ask me.

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