>> 20081003
11:35 PM

about a month to the start of A levels. either we do, or we die.

i thought of all the stuff that i could do after A's man. but thinking about it now isnt exactly gonna help. time seems to be sprinting away already, as i stagger to catch up behind, breathless and weary. need to put my act together, like alvin said. A level is like the bomb man, fearsome and powerful. i never thought myself to actually panic about anything before... like getting into deep trouble with people and stuff dont even bother me as much. it is so different this time. if i screw up, no one is gonna take responsibility for me. shall not go into too much details, its not gonna help either. lol. very optimistically, i would say A level got kick. less optimistically, holy crap..

very tired. from all the studying. chocolates do fine, but i need other ways of relaxing. like playing sports maybe. or watching a movie.

oh, and it has been quite a rough week or 2 for me, apart from the studying. really dunno what i want. so complicated. sigh.

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