>> 20081008
9:38 PM

screw exams big time.

still the same every day and every night. mugging and then sleeping. ok, not so much sleeping but more of being overcome by fatigue and stress, and other sentiments. think im somewhat too sentimental also, how am i gonna embrace the world in the future. its probably gonna be much darker and rougher as it goes by, but im sure glad to have made some really nice friends to stand by it all, and look back at those carefree adolescent years together..

theres also quite alot going through my mind now. maybe its just part of growing up, finding your own identity, but until u truely do u will still feel the insecurity. that is why we are all social creatures arent we, to interact and share worries and woes with each other, and of course the joy and blessings too.

**wish someone would hold my hands and take me on a walk in the rain**wish life was only that pure and innocent**wish there would never have to be a goodbye to anything**

its hard to find someone u are comfortable with. she is one. but i put my money that she wouldnt like me, cause to her im probably not the right one, not the one in shining armor always there to protect her, not the one with many surprises and tricks and jokes to make the sun come out in the rain... can only be the one watching out for her enviously from afar...

**wishing upon a miracle and a falling star**

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