shouldbehappyforher. whycantletgo. sheknowswhatshesdoingdoesntshe. idontknowwhybutifshehasnttoldmeheisexperiencedimightnothavefeltthissad. itslikeyoulosesomethingyousharewithsomeonesocloseforsolong. iwanthertobehappybutidontwanthertobehurt. iknowitsalittletooparanoidofmebuticanttrusthimnottohurther. whyamisopossessive. havenorighttointerfereinherlifeanymorehavingbrokenherheart. butitssadthingsendedthisway. icantbemoresorryforshatteringherperfectlife. andihavenoonetosharethiswith. icanttelljanecausewedonthavesuchdeepconnectionyet. shesanothermasterpieceidontwanttoruin. ihavecausedtoomuchtearstofallidontwantmoretobeshed. itriedtobeagoodboyfriend. didntknowileftsuchascaronherthatshehastothrowallmystuffawaysoasnottoberemindedofthatscar. ireallycantscrewthingsupworsethanthis. iamremindedofhereverynowandthenanditmakesmeloseallmyrationalityandbearingscompletely. howisshenow. arewestilltruefriends. amijustamemoryyouwouldhaveerased.
i cant really thank you more for always being there for me. you are my strength and my best friend. ymms too.