>> 20091009
3:39 AM

wheneven friction sparks. whenever u get burn. whenever it hurts.

these whenever seem to come so often now its as though i've become a tactless and uncool dude.

nights spent thinking and pondering. tracks of our fav songs played one after another. my heart sinks deeper and deeper...

how is it like slashing yourself again and again, the same spot, the same wound. just when its about to heal, fresh blood ooze, blood that is angry and reckless.

cleaning up the wound each time, its the same stains, its the same mess. how all this is stupid, i clearly see. yet how poorly its mediated, it staggers me.

love gives people strength. love gives people joy. love is sweetness in the highest form. yet when love turns its back on u, it is all bittersweet.

although we haven come to a solution yet, i hope we would, heres a song for both of us. i think it means alot. to my love, J piggy.

I'm trying not to think about
All the things you did before,
But sometimes it all just gets to me.
I can't take it anymore.
I'll stay with you,
But remember to
Be careful what you do,
Cause I'm not bulletproof.

>> saviour of the broken,    the beaten & the damned

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